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Saturday, September 30, 2006

A spiralling kssssssssssss

A kiss to my heart

I often walk my street with a silent moving shadowy friend
Sometimes I stop to gaze fixedly up into the expanse of the dark velvety sky
As if it were an enormous box of treasure filled with sparkling diamonds
Searching for you my love, exploring the great wonders of the Universe
Breathless and tranquil in the sweet essence of the moonlit night
I await for your tender lips to touch my heart with a spiralling ksssssssss

Friday, September 29, 2006

Friends are Forever

Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly.

I treasure my friendship with my friends. They are the ones that you can count on. They are selfless. We make each other laugh. We share our lows and our highs. There is an affinity between us all. A beautiful positive flow charged with love
My oldest friend is Shirley. We grew up together in a neighborhood where one could leave your door open all day. In the warm summer evenings there would always be a gathering of mothers chatting in the doorways. Kids were more free ... There was no danger. Kids played outside instead of sitting in front of the computers or Game Stations. We created games to play. Adventurers lost in our imaginations.Shirley came from a Jewish home. I would go there occasionally for a Sabbath meal. Her mother would light the candles and say prayers. Serving chicken soup ... Jewish penicillin.And in turn Shirley would come to our house and celebrate Christmas. She would help to decorate the Christmas Tree.We have kept our friendship going all these years and hopefully will continue to do so.
My college friend is called Maria. A beautiful and creative spirit. Maria is very artistic. She works with clay and paints. Maria at the moment is working in college helping to bring out the best in her pupils. To help them express their artistic potentiality. She has been a great inspiration to me. We shared many moments going out and using our camera's capturing some form of beauty or a crumbling building.
Then we have Michelle. She is my Belly Dancing hippy friend. Always on the go taking workshops, making costumes, holding bazaars and teaching classes of all ages how to belly dance. She often takes her classes out to Egypt or Turkey for tours.We have the same passion for ... Merlin the wizard, unicorns, fairies, crystals and just being free spirits.
David is the positive one he gets things done. He gives everyone the feeling of stability and safety. He is a very good friend not only to me but all my family. :o)
Stephen he is the adventurer he has done a great many things in his life. Lives in Vancouver now. Miss him lots although we do email each other weekly.

Lizzy, Karley and Angel are my young friends that are so dear to me as if they we were my own daughters. Well I guess that sums up my closest friends. There are others too. Thank you all for being my loyal friends.

It is our quest to return home.

One day son and daughter of the King, Prince and Princess wondered what it would be like on the outside of the Castle walls. Here within the perimeter of the Castle walls they lived in opulence in need of nothing. This day they decided it would be nice to see what was beyond the inner safety. They informed their father the King that it was time that they experienced the outside world. He wished them well and told them He would be waiting for their return.

Once beyond the garden of paradise, the beautiful fragrances of the flowers. The brother and sister ... Prince and Princess proceeded to experience that which was part of great outside. A strange feeling came across them ... Their memory was lost. They did not know where they had come from ... They did not know who they were to each other. Separation, lost and not knowing.
It seemed as though they were both reborn into another world. Life was quite strange here. They both experienced joy, sadness, strife. At times life here was quite harsh trying to understand ... It was hard to forgive others ... It was not easy to love everyone.

Many years had passed by and the King wondered about His children. Although He knew that they were in His Kingdom and no matter what they would be safe and eventually make the return home. The King felt that He had heard a calling from His children that they were now ready to come home. They were part of Him and He was able to feel and hear them at all times.
I will send my finest knight to seek the Prince and Princess and help them on their journey back to me.
The intrepid knight, the bearer went in search of the Kings children to bring to them directions on how they can return home to their Father.

He found the Princess one day asleep and gently leaned forward to kiss her soft lips. When her eyes opened she felt as though it was like looking through the brilliance of diamonds. He held her in his arms and gave her a red rose. Whispering to her. "Awaken my beautiful angel your Father has heard you calling."
"He has sent me to help you on your journey home" The Princess felt safe she knew that it would not be too long when she would be in the presence of her Father, the King.
The traveling Knight found the Prince and whispered details that he too will commence his journey on the path home.
It is our quest to return home.

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

Dreams (Have you ever woke up)

Have you ever woke up from a dream, when you have felt that you have been with someone that you really love, but you just do not know who it is. You wake up feeling so serene and loving. Well, it is one of those mornings.

Share your dreams with me!
Hugs for everyone :o)


The evening was slightly unbalanced ... Perhaps I was not aware of the test initially and then it was too late ... Huh! Failed miserably.
Why do people enjoy rocking the boat? Who do they think they are awaking me from my dream. Why must there be people that pin prick you with what seems like hurtful comments. Why must people be so selective in who they choose to direct comments of distaste. The direction was for me. It is a teaching for spiritual growth comes the whispers. I should know better. I failed! I failed! I failed to see the illusion. Will I ever find me? Being? I still hold on to self. Damn you self! Let self go! Only those that are on journey will understand this.
New day tomorrow. Forgive and forget. Apply ones teachings now.

Quotes on the Ego

Give up all bad qualities in you, banish the ego and develop the spirit of surrender. You will then experience Bliss.
Sri Sathya Sai Baba quotes (Indian Spiritual leader, b.1926

If you want to reach a state of bliss, then go beyond your ego and the internal dialogue. Make a decision to relinquish the need to control, the need to be approved, and the need to judge. Those are the three things the ego is doing all the time. It's very important to be aware of them every time they come up.
Deepak Chopra quotes (Indian ayurvedic Physician and Author, b.1947)

Every morning when I wake up, I experience an exquisite joy – the joy of being Salvador Dalí – and I ask myself in rapture: What wonderful things this Salvador Dalí is going to accomplish today? - Salvador Dalí
***I find myself fascinating. - Milan Kundera

Sunday, September 24, 2006

The art of feeling safe within the fear of illusion.

Fear is an illusion.

I feel the way of gently letting go of fear is to become aware of it … for it is the fear that limits us ... it is fear that takes our freedom away.

Safety is training ourselves to let go of Fear
Safety is a CHOICE
Choice is a skill that we can learn. :o)

By realising that we are not alone that God is always with us and encircles us with His Love.

When we are feeling fear the act of turning it round should be applied.

We should focus on Love within the situation. Thus, we will become free and safe and become empowered with a deep sense of flowing of Love which will keep us sheltered.

If we do not become aware of the situations that we face in our every day lives, many thoughts and resentments are to arise within the fear which will continously plague our minds. Try to acheive stillness ... try to see that situations are a gift for spiritual growth.
Fear is an illusion
Choose Joy over fear
Choose Love over fear
Choose Happiness over fear
Within this moment there is Freedom ... within this moment is Love and joy. It is our birthright.
Stop for a moment and become aware of your breath, and within your breath there is no fear.
Be in this moment now.
You only need deal with this moment and do you feel fear in this moment?

What you can do is transform fear into compassion. Once you have learned to allow fear to be
present without being overwhelmed, you can actually use it to arouse compassion. Remember that compassion literally means to "suffer with." So, whenever fear arises, consider that everyone suffers from fear at some time in their lives. Therefore, the fear you are currently feeling is not strictly personal. In fact, it is something you share with all sentient beings. So, open your heart to this fear and be grateful for the opportunity to experience deeply what others also experience. Then, just as you, yourself, want to be free of fear, recognize that all beings want this, as well. Make a strong wish or prayer that they, too, may be released from this form of suffering.
The more you can open your heart to fear and the suffering it causes, the more you will find that something remarkable happens. The very same energy which manifested as fear becomes transformed into a profound feeling of love and sympathy for all beings throughout the entire cosmos.
Extract from Facing Fear on the Path


Never fear shadows... they simply mean there's a light shining somewhere nearby.-- Unknown

4:18 There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear: because fear hath torment. He that feareth is not made perfect in love.-- 1 John 4:18.

The conquest of fear lies in the moment of its acceptance.-- Unknown.

Every tomorrow has two handles. We can take hold of it by the handle of anxiety or by the handle of faith.-- Unknown

Fear and Strength

Fear is our greatest barrier agitating and creating illusions that prevents our growth
Constructing a veil of darkness, darkening our vision and retaining the thorns
That has been imbedded for centuries deep inside our fragile spine
Alone as we travel the path we learn how to remove each thorn
Only when we have the strength to lick our wounds clean and forgive those that have violated us
Only when we can open the gates of our heart and express the Divines Love
We shall awaken to the extraordinary manner in which the Spirit functions
There are occasions when we will peer at the tapestry of Life on the false side and will not identify the gentle Hand of the Divine as He weaves with beautiful threads
In these times the Spirit of Love requires only one thing of us and that is to detect His Presence and Listen
and know that He is here ALWAYS

Inspired by teachings of Master S.

21st July 2006

Master S. says
Where one focuses on fear, doubt stress... it might seem important at that time, yet one is, as you said.... missing out on the things of beauty ... that if one had instead focused on ... one would we enjoyed Life, laughter, beauty, and the joy that is possible now
there is Life, laughter, and joy within every moment worthy of focus, though it might not seem thus ... just as one is able to look for fear, sadness, and sorrow at eerie moment’s potential,
and ... it is all where you put your focus, that determines whether you miss out on.